Thursday, September 23, 2010

Today's Readings

Thursday, September 23, 2010 -- Week of Proper 20, Year Two

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Today's Readings for the Daily Office (Book of Common Prayer, p. 985)
Psalms [83] or 116, 117 (morning)       85, 86 (evening)
Esther 7:1-10 or Judith 12:1-20
Acts 19:11-20
Luke 4:14-30

I slept in today.  Here are the readings.

Lowell

P.S.  I'll be on vacation tomorrow through next week.  Morning Reflections will return October 3.  To read the Daily Office online, go to Mission St Clare

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

The Temptations

Wednesday, September 22, 2010 -- Week of Proper 20, Year Two
Philander Chase, Bishop of Ohio and of Illinois, 1852
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Today's Readings for the Daily Office
(Book of Common Prayer, p. 985)
Psalms 119:97-120 (morning)       81, 82 (evening)
Esther 6:1-14 or Judith 10:1-23
Acts 19:1-20
Luke 4:1-13

I chose to read from Judith

Luke's story of Jesus' temptation in the wilderness speaks of the temptations that face all of us. 

Security:  Jesus is famished after forty days of fasting.  The devil tempts him to abandon his reliance upon God alone and to feed himself by an act of magic.  Jesus raises his vision beyond his physical needs and his feelings of threatened security -- "One does not live by bread alone."

Esteem:  The devil shows Jesus the glory of all the kingdoms of the world and offers it to Jesus.  He can have the whole world at his feet if he will only give his worship to the devil -- give highest worth to something created rather than to the divine.  "Worship the Lord your God, and serve only him," answers Jesus, keeping his loyalty to the mysterious and free God.

Power:  Throw yourself from the pinnacle of the temple.  You will have such power that nothing can harm you.  Quoting the Bible, the devil offers Jesus the angelic powers for his command.  Jesus' answer:  "Do not test God."  (Remember just a few days ago this was Judith's answer to her city's plan to surrender to the Assyrians if God doesn't rescue them in five days.)

God gives us divine security, divine love and esteem, divine power and control -- on God's terms.  We are healthy when we trust God for these things.  Our problems come when we exaggerate our needs for security, esteem and control and when we set ourselves to get these things on our terms.  When we are addicted enough to our exaggerated needs for security, esteem and control, we will do damaging things, we will sell out to the devil, to get our needs met.  We will seek to posses whatever passes for the symbols of security, esteem and power in our culture. 

In our Servant Leadership course we offer God's antidote to our addictions.  Compassion, community and co-creation.  When our deepest motivation mirrors the fundamental characteristic of Jesus -- compassion -- we are motivated by God's values rather than our exaggerated selfish needs.  When we see ourselves within the community of humanity rather than insisting that the world revolve around our individuality, we act with proper focus for the common good.  When we join in God's work of reconciliation, peace and justice we share in the Creator's purpose and power. 

These same issues play out in our other two readings. 

In an extreme condition of insecurity and threat, Judith tells the leaders not to put God to the test, but to trust God completely.  Then she devises a plan to act for the good of her community and aligns herself to God in trust.  She is enabled to act boldly.

Paul faces threats and challenges daily as he works with the community in Ephesus, building up their faith and their spirit for two years.  His power, which comes from God, is authentic.  He brings healing to those who are sick and coherence to those who are oppressed.  We see his authentic power contrasted with the magic tricks of the exorcists who know only the form and not the substance of Jesus.

We live in a culture that is tempted by false gods selling greed and selfishness, prejudice, and power for the price of abandoning our essential values as a peaceful, loving people of compassion, extending hospitality in order to create a society that works for liberty and justice for all. 

We live in a time where fear and anger seek to bring out the worst in us -- selfishness, tribalism, and aggression. 

The temptations of the wilderness cry for our allegiance.  They tell us to be afraid for our security and to protect ourselves with greed and violence.  They tell us to be arrogant and selfish and to raise up our own kind at the expense of others -- glory is ours and will not be shared.  They tell us to exercise power in narrow, tribalistic ways and not take responsibility to pay for the powers we exercise.  It is an ugly and dangerous time.  Jesus help us.

Our stories from scripture tell us to put our trust in God.  Our security, esteem and power comes from God, not from our selfish ways.  We find life when we live with compassion, in community, joining God's work of healing, reconciliation, liberation and economic justice.  It's either God's agenda or the temptations of the world, the flesh and the devil.  Whose side will we be on?

Lowell

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About Morning Reflections
"Morning Reflections" is a brief thought about the scripture readings from the Daily Office of Morning and Evening Prayer according to the practice found in the Book of Common Prayer of the Episcopal Church.

Morning Prayer begins on p. 80 of the Book of Common Prayer.
Evening Prayer begins on p. 117
An online resource for praying the Daily Office is found at missionstclare.com -- Click for online Daily Office
Another form of the office from Phyllis Tickle's "Divine Hours" is available on our partner web site www.ExploreFaith.org at this location -- http://explorefaith.org/prayer/fixed/index.html --  Click for Divine Hours

Discussion Blog:  To comment on today's reflection or readings, go to http://lowellsblog.blogspot.com, or click here for Lowell's blog find today's reading, click "comment" at the bottom of the reading, and post your thoughts.

The Mission of St. Paul's Episcopal Church
is to explore and celebrate
God's infinite grace, acceptance, and love.

See our Web site at www.stpaulsfay.org

Our Rule of Life: 
We aspire to...
    worship weekly
    pray daily
    learn constantly
    serve joyfully 
    live generously.

Lowell Grisham, Rector
St. Paul's Episcopal Church
Fayetteville, Arkansas


Tuesday, September 21, 2010

The Spirituality of Judith

Tuesday, September 21, 2010 -- Week of Proper 20, Year Two
Saint Matthew, Apostle and Evangelist
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Today's Readings for the Daily Office
(Book of Common Prayer)
EITHER the readings for Tuesday of Proper 20, p. 985
Psalms 78:1-39 (morning)       78:40-72 (evening)
Esther 5:1-14 or Judith 8:9-17, 9:1, 7-10
Acts 18:12-28
Luke 3:15-22

OR
the readings for St. Matthew, p. 999
Morning Prayer:  Psalm 119:41-64; Isaiah 8:11-20; Romans 10:1-15
Evening Prayer:  Psalms 19, 112; Job 28:12-28; Matthew 13:44-52

I chose the readings for Tuesday of Proper 20

The drama of the book of Judith is compelling.  The Jewish city of Bethulia is trapped behind strong city gates.  Surrounding them is a mighty siege army of Assyrians.  The water has run out.  It is the dry season when no rain comes.  Many of the citizens have urged surrender.  They know that they would become slaves, deported wherever and however the conquering Assyrians wish.  But this seems preferable than the slow deaths by thirst and famine followed by the inevitable attack which will breach their walls, bringing violent rape, death and pillage. 

The town leader has urged them to hold out a little longer -- for five more days.  Ask God to deliver us, he says.  If God has not done so in five days, we will surrender.

The beautiful and pious widow Judith summons the town leaders to her home.  She scolds them:  "What you have said to the people today is not right...  Who are you to put God to the test today...?  No, my brothers, do not anger the Lord our God.  For if he does not choose to help us within these five days, he has power to protect us within any time he pleases, or even to destroy us in the presence of our enemies.  ...God is not like a human being, to be threatened, or like a mere mortal, to be won over by pleading.  Therefore, while we wait for his deliverance, let us call upon him to help us, and he will hear our voice, if it pleases him.  ...In spite of everything let us give thanks to the Lord our God, who is putting us to the test as he did our ancestors."

That is a remarkable speech.  Judith exhibits profound trust in God.  She refuses to play deadline games with the divine.  With great determination, she accepts the dire situation, facing it as a challenge in the tradition of her ancestors, and she expresses thanks to God despite the threats.

Within that spirit, she prays.  Then she determines to take action herself, asking God, "Give to me, a widow, the strong hand to do what I plan.  By the deceit of my lips strike down the slave with the prince and the prince with his servant; crush their arrogance by the hand of a woman."

Trust and acceptance.  Grateful thanksgiving.  Prayer and determination in action.

That's not a bad pattern. 

Too often I spend wasteful energy whining or being anxious about what is.  What is, is.  Complaint and fear add nothing to it.  Anxiety only makes action harder.  Something is freed whenever we radically accept the circumstances of the present moment as being the container for God's activity in our lives.  If God is to be with us, God can only be with us in this present moment, in these circumstances -- for this is what we have to work with.

There is also something powerful released whenever we receive the present moment and its circumstances with thanksgiving.  Thanksgiving is our active trust of God.  At some time each of us will have to offer to God our lives.  We do that best when we do so with thanksgiving. 

The prayer of Judith is not passive.  She boldly determines to act, with courage and decisiveness.  She does not sit back in victimhood.  She makes a plan, risky and creative, and she throws herself into action to participate with God in the work of deliverance of her people. 

The spirituality of Judith: Acceptance.  Thanksgiving.  Prayer and Action.  

Lowell
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About Morning Reflections
"Morning Reflections" is a brief thought about the scripture readings from the Daily Office of Morning and Evening Prayer according to the practice found in the Book of Common Prayer of the Episcopal Church.

Morning Prayer begins on p. 80 of the Book of Common Prayer.
Evening Prayer begins on p. 117
An online resource for praying the Daily Office is found at missionstclare.com -- Click for online Daily Office
Another form of the office from Phyllis Tickle's "Divine Hours" is available on our partner web site www.ExploreFaith.org at this location -- http://explorefaith.org/prayer/fixed/index.html --  Click for Divine Hours

Discussion Blog:  To comment on today's reflection or readings, go to http://lowellsblog.blogspot.com, or click here for Lowell's blog find today's reading, click "comment" at the bottom of the reading, and post your thoughts.

The Mission of St. Paul's Episcopal Church
is to explore and celebrate
God's infinite grace, acceptance, and love.

See our Web site at www.stpaulsfay.org

Our Rule of Life: 
We aspire to...
    worship weekly
    pray daily
    learn constantly
    serve joyfully 
    live generously.

Lowell Grisham, Rector
St. Paul's Episcopal Church
Fayetteville, Arkansas

Monday, September 20, 2010

Pray and Work

Monday, September 20, 2010 -- Week of Proper 20, Year Two
John Coleridge Patteson, Bishop of Melanesia, and his Companions, Martyrs, 1871
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Today's Readings for the Daily Office (Book of Common Prayer, p. 985)
Psalms 80 (morning) 77, [79 (evening)
Esther 4:1-17 or Judith 7:1-7, 19-32
Acts 18:1-11
Luke (1:1-4); 3:1-14

At last night's class about Jesus in the "Embracing an Adult Faith" series, one of the participants on the DVD said this: "As we deepen our personal transformation and lower our defenses, this allows us to love more. Then the desire for justice and the desire to be involved deepens to a greater level. From the other side, I would think that being involved in social justice issues would open our hearts so that we would want to develop the personal transformation. I would think that it would transform us as human beings. It feels like the potential is circular."

In the wilderness, John the Baptist calls for personal transformation. "Prepare the way of the Lord... Bear fruits worthy of repentance." What shall we do? the people ask. John's answers are very practical and ethical. They all have an economic theme: If you have extra coats or food, share them. Tax collectors, take no more than the legal amount. (This would radically affect their income.) Soldiers, don't extort money, and be satisfied with your wages. (Which could be a hardship when wages are delayed.)

Luke sets the context for John's preaching in the political realities of the day. The Emperor is Tiberius; Pontius Pilate is governor of Judea, while Herod Antipas, Philip and Lysanias rule other regions.

John is appealing to people for personal transformation. His symbol is baptism. He asks them to make a change of identity, and tells them to embrace a deeply personal hope for God's coming. Make the paths straight.

But when he talks about how to accomplish this personal transformation, he speaks of social justice and economic issues. He tells them to embrace forms of economic justice that are appropriate to their station. For a peasant with two cloaks and some leftover food, share with your neighbor who has less. For a wealthy tax collector, give up your opportunity for great gain. For a powerful soldier, do not use your power for personal gain, and live within the modest means of a soldier's wages. These would have been seen to be radical reforms.

If the listeners allowed personal transformation to happen -- if they lowered their defenses in order to love more -- then maybe this desire for justice as articulated by John deepened. If these peasants, tax collectors and soldiers changed their behaviors, being involved in social justice issues, it is likely that their actions contributed to their transformation as human beings. The inner journey and our outer actions have a circular energy.

Often you can start from anywhere on a circle. Some people find that their involvement in moral or social activity draws them into a deeper personal transformation. Others find their inner change leads them to action.

Benedictine spirituality has always stressed the relationship between prayer and action. Ora et labora -- Pray and work. You can also turn that around. Work and pray.

As Luke sets the opening of the Gospel within the political realities of the day, we also must pray and work within our own political realities. How can those of us who have enough share with those who do not? Our primary means is through taxation. Progressive taxation allows those of us who are wealthy to contribute to the security and health of those who are not. Yet John reminds the tax collectors to take no more than is necessary and legal. And the power of the state, symbolized in the soldier, should not be primarily exercised for power's sake, and certainly not for the increased wealth and power of those already wealthy and powerful.

If we are to live in a state that follows the teachings of John and the other great Hebrew prophets, we must embrace their values of justice, which demands that there be food and shelter and work for all. The prophets always looked to the wealthy and powerful with

Lowell
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About Morning Reflections
"Morning Reflections" is a brief thought about the scripture readings from the Daily Office of Morning and Evening Prayer according to the practice found in the Book of Common Prayer of the Episcopal Church.

Morning Prayer begins on p. 80 of the Book of Common Prayer.
Evening Prayer begins on p. 117
An online resource for praying the Daily Office is found at missionstclare.com -- Click for online Daily Office
Another form of the office from Phyllis Tickle's "Divine Hours" is available on our partner web site www.ExploreFaith.org at this location -- http://explorefaith.org/prayer/fixed/index.html --  Click for Divine Hours

Discussion Blog:  To comment on today's reflection or readings, go to http://lowellsblog.blogspot.com, or click here for Lowell's blog find today's reading, click "comment" at the bottom of the reading, and post your thoughts.

The Mission of St. Paul's Episcopal Church
is to explore and celebrate
God's infinite grace, acceptance, and love.

See our Web site at www.stpaulsfay.org

Our Rule of Life: 
We aspire to...
    worship weekly
    pray daily
    learn constantly
    serve joyfully 
    live generously.

Lowell Grisham, Rector
St. Paul's Episcopal Church
Fayetteville, Arkansas


Friday, September 17, 2010

Being Blind and Deaf

Friday, September 17, 2010 -- Week of Proper 19, Year Two
Hildegard, 1179
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Today's Readings for the Daily Office (Book of Common Prayer, p. 985)
Psalms 69:1-23(24-30)31-38 (morning)       73 (evening)
Esther 1:1-4, 10-19 or Judith 4:1-15
Acts 17:1-15
John 12:36b-43

Note:  I'm going to read Judith as the first reading.


In several places in the Hebrew scripture, the text implies that God blinds some people so that they fail to respond to God's activity.  Their failure then provokes God's judgment and some ensuing catastrophe.  In Genesis it says that God hardened the heart of the Pharaoh so that he would not let the Hebrew people go.  And the passage today, John 12:40, quotes from the call of Isaiah (chapter 6).  When Isaiah responds, "Here am I; send me!"  God tells Isaiah, "Go and say to this people:  'Keep listening, but do not comprehend; keep looking, but do not understand.'  Make the mind of this people dull, and stop their ears, and shut their eyes, so that they may not look with their eyes, and listen with their ears, and comprehend with their minds, and turn and be healed."  Isaiah knows that his message will be rejected.  He asks, "How long, O Lord?"  The answer is ominous.  "Until cities lie waste without inhabitant, and houses without people, and the land is utterly desolate..."

In 2 Corinthians 4, Paul declares that it is "the god of this world" who blinds the minds of the unbelievers, "to keep them from seeing the light of the gospel of the glory of Christ." 

It is easy to accept that some people are blind because they are oriented away from the priorities of God, distracted by worldly concerns, the gods of this world.  It seems more problematic that God would intentionally blind others in order to pursue some divine intent. 

Yet so often we can see, usually in retrospect, how evil designs and wrong intention may often set in motion great opportunities for divine blessing.  The story of Joseph's being sold into slavery by his brothers gets reinterpreted that way.  The brothers meant it for evil, but God meant it for good.  Had Joseph not been sold, he would not have been in a position to save his family from famine. 

How do we interpret the cross?  Certainly it was God's intention that all would listen to Jesus, heed his message, and turn with love toward God, neighbor and self.  Yet it was certain that if Jesus challenged the Temple monopoly with a message of open access to God's grace and forgiveness, and also challenged the Roman authority with his invitation to a Messianic Kingdom where God, not Caesar reigns, then Jesus certainly would be killed by those authorities.  Did God stop their ears and blind their eyes so that Jesus could reign from the cross?  Or did the gods of this world blind them so they could not see his light?

In either interpretation, we are saying that God prevails.  Some may see God's mastery as so thorough and so overweening that God is behind even the evils that God must rescue us from.  I'm more comfortable with acknowledging our rebellious ways and trusting God to save us.  There is something comforting about imagining the possibility that the willing ignorance which we see around us, the kind of stupidity that can lead only to catastrophe, is also within God's hands and purpose. 

Right now our nation seems to be in the grip of such fear and anger that we appear destined for catastrophes.  Blind, incomprehensible, reactionary rhetoric abounds.  It seems unlikely that sentiments like those which motivate the Tea Party can create anything good. 

Yet, we have so many Biblical examples of desperate circumstances.  As we begin the story of Judith, Israel is caught in the grip of fear.  (Yet their reactions are reasonable, prudent and faithful.  I wish we could say the same for our own culture right now.)  We keep reading of the serial rejections that Paul faced, with life-threatening violence, as he moved through the diaspora with his gospel.  And Jesus heads for the cross, with willing courage. 

God save us from our selves and from all else that threatens us.  Especially when we are so blind and deaf that we do not know how to help ourselves.

Lowell

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About Morning Reflections
"Morning Reflections" is a brief thought about the scripture readings from the Daily Office of Morning and Evening Prayer according to the practice found in the Book of Common Prayer of the Episcopal Church.

Morning Prayer begins on p. 80 of the Book of Common Prayer.
Evening Prayer begins on p. 117
An online resource for praying the Daily Office is found at missionstclare.com -- Click for online Daily Office
Another form of the office from Phyllis Tickle's "Divine Hours" is available on our partner web site www.ExploreFaith.org at this location -- http://explorefaith.org/prayer/fixed/index.html --  Click for Divine Hours

Discussion Blog:  To comment on today's reflection or readings, go to http://lowellsblog.blogspot.com, or click here for Lowell's blog find today's reading, click "comment" at the bottom of the reading, and post your thoughts.

The Mission of St. Paul's Episcopal Church
is to explore and celebrate
God's infinite grace, acceptance, and love.

See our Web site at www.stpaulsfay.org

Our Rule of Life: 
We aspire to...
    worship weekly
    pray daily
    learn constantly
    serve joyfully 
    live generously.

Lowell Grisham, Rector
St. Paul's Episcopal Church
Fayetteville, Arkansas